I was rolling around
& in my mind it occurred
What if you came back
Your soul lost in the dark ends of nowhere
Mum always said you would come back
One day
That one of us is gonna give birth to you
With that same mark in that same place & you shall be named that same name
& you will grow to be that great person you were meant to be
A soul given back to the world
I wonder if its me that gives birth to you
Would I treat you like my son
Or like my brother
I know I’d play football with you
Feed you
Watch your first steps
Record em
Because I can’t remember what it was like now
I know I’d remember your first words because its lost now
I hope you grow past that age
I see you more because I didn’t before
I’ve got so much to teach you
So much things we need to do
I hope I get to see you grow
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How do you reach a person who can not be reached
Can a thought be so powerful that it can reach anyone
Cause if that’s so
Then l’m calling
Pick up
I miss you
All the times we had together
But we never really shared together
All the things that happened
That I can’t seem to remember
It’s like you was there
But I never really saw you
Never really knew you for you
Then I had to leave
And you had to grow
Without me
And I had to do without you
Not like I really knew you anyway
And if I did
I can’t seem to remember now
I miss you
And I’m sorry
That I never got to be the person I wanted to be to you
That I wasn’t the brother I was meant to be
The big brother I was supposed to be
And now that you’re away
In another place
Where I can’t seem to reach
Where mum can’t seem to reach
I hope you’re okay
I hope you’re growing
In spirit
We miss you
And till we meet again
Can you please pick up
I’d like to hear your voice
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