First and foremost I want to give God all the glory because this wasn't by my power or might. Pouring into this blog wasn't easy, I was scared of people seeing me for who I truly am. Yesterday, I was trying to convince my wife that once upon a time women saw me as a… Continue reading Life Was iTunes, Millsberry & Sour Pops (10th Year Anniversary)
Tag: Self Awareness
Growing Pains
You see I’ve been going through growing pains Man this shit is so insane You build a life and realise it’s all in vain Where is this leading? I hope it’s not to no avail Real eyes realise real lies The veil is lifting What is it revealing? If anyone had told me that this… Continue reading Growing Pains
Self-Doubt Is A B****!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! All I want to do is scream, pull my hair out and slap myself constantly because why the f*** did I ever let myself fall into this pit of self-doubt. I did not realise I was going through it at the time but now looking back I am so annoyed at myself. Maybe because… Continue reading Self-Doubt Is A B****!
What Do You Do It For?
After doing something for a considerable amount of time, you may begin asking yourself, what are you doing it for? The goal you started off wanting to attain, you smashed that. Now you are left wondering if it was worth it. What are you pursuing? What did you gain if you still feel the same?… Continue reading What Do You Do It For?
Soul Search – Does Anyone Understand?
Part 1 - 28/03/2017 How do you find your soul? Some find their soul through God & religion, some find it by looking inwards and trying to figure out what truly matters to them. Is the journey to finding your soul only an internal thing or does it involve everything that makes us who we… Continue reading Soul Search – Does Anyone Understand?
Extending Grace
Where do I begin Grace is defined by Cambridge dictionary as: a quality of moving in a smooth, relaxed, and attractive way the quality of being pleasantly polite, or a willingness to be fair and honest approval or kindness, especially (in the Christian religion) that is freely given by God to all humans From the definitions given by Cambridge dictionary, grace is auralike thing. It is a way people act and move and it is something that our creator has bestowed upon us… Continue reading Extending Grace
Burn Again – 07/05/21
I had to let this fire burn again I’m up again I don’t wanna burn out I’ve been running through these streets tryna figure out a plan Cause it all gotta pan out See I took some time out It’s been blurry, I’ve been tired & I just didn’t know where I stand at But… Continue reading Burn Again – 07/05/21
Day 8 – No You Do Not Like Me
My answer to when people say they like me.This is how the conversation would typically go.. G - I like you M - Lol no you don’t, you just think you do G - wtf yes I do, why do you think I don’t? M - Well why do you like me? I find it… Continue reading Day 8 – No You Do Not Like Me
Day 5 – Communicating
I’m scarred I am scarred and I am only just noticing. It is of no surprise to me to that I am. I mean it has been at least 13 years of me growing, attempting to communicate with others, people I like. It ended with mostly rejections and ‘aww, any girl would lucky to have… Continue reading Day 5 – Communicating
Day 3 – Pursuit Of Me
The journey of finding myself. First thing, you never find yourself. You are always growing. Learning new things, liking new things thus you are always changing. But the journey to find and understand oneself is a trip we all set off on. Understanding oneself equates to an unmeasurable amount of happiness. Some find what they’re… Continue reading Day 3 – Pursuit Of Me
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