You see I’ve been going through growing pains Man this shit is so insane You build a life and realise it’s all in vain Where is this leading? I hope it’s not to no avail Real eyes realise real lies The veil is lifting What is it revealing? If anyone had told me that this… Continue reading Growing Pains
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Soul Search – Does Anyone Understand?
Part 1 - 28/03/2017 How do you find your soul? Some find their soul through God & religion, some find it by looking inwards and trying to figure out what truly matters to them. Is the journey to finding your soul only an internal thing or does it involve everything that makes us who we… Continue reading Soul Search – Does Anyone Understand?
Extending Grace
Where do I begin Grace is defined by Cambridge dictionary as: a quality of moving in a smooth, relaxed, and attractive way the quality of being pleasantly polite, or a willingness to be fair and honest approval or kindness, especially (in the Christian religion) that is freely given by God to all humans From the definitions given by Cambridge dictionary, grace is auralike thing. It is a way people act and move and it is something that our creator has bestowed upon us… Continue reading Extending Grace
Pursuit of Happiness
Over the years, from a 9 year old to nearly turning 22 in a few weeks. There's something that has stood clear about me, that I can see and people that know me can see also. I don't like to be alone. The thing is, I am always alone. But I am not. From a… Continue reading Pursuit of Happiness
Sun Goes Down
It has been a long time since I put pen to paperWhen the sun goes down And my casket has been lowered When my eulogy has been read Will you throw sand on me Will you visit and keep my resting place pretty Will you plant seeds around my grave I wonder When the time… Continue reading Sun Goes Down
Day 8 – No You Do Not Like Me
My answer to when people say they like me.This is how the conversation would typically go.. G - I like you M - Lol no you don’t, you just think you do G - wtf yes I do, why do you think I don’t? M - Well why do you like me? I find it… Continue reading Day 8 – No You Do Not Like Me
Day 5 – Communicating
I’m scarred I am scarred and I am only just noticing. It is of no surprise to me to that I am. I mean it has been at least 13 years of me growing, attempting to communicate with others, people I like. It ended with mostly rejections and ‘aww, any girl would lucky to have… Continue reading Day 5 – Communicating
Day 4 – Write The Eulogy You Would Love To Be Read At Your Funeral.
I’ve had this title in my notes for 7 months now so here goes...Quam Balogun, my loving husband grew to be the man he wished to become. It was never straightforward and he did not always have it together. There were days he cried, got angry, lashed out, ran, hid and abused those close to… Continue reading Day 4 – Write The Eulogy You Would Love To Be Read At Your Funeral.
Letter To My Unborn Child
I wonder the day I'll see you The day I'll carry you in my arms The day my life will have meaning I can't wait to see you Give you the world Give you everything I couldn't have I'll have to find someone worthy Worthy of bringing you into this world And the way things… Continue reading Letter To My Unborn Child
A Prayer For My Mother
I find it very difficult to speak to people and express how I feel. I might end up telling you but it will be months later when the hope of something real might have diminished. My queen, my backbone I talk about saviours and leaving a legacy You have been the most persistent saviour in… Continue reading A Prayer For My Mother
Letter To My Past Encounters
I never appreciate things/people when it is a part of my present. I always tend to look back and think oh shit that was the piece that sparked this part of me and then I begin to feel this pit of sadness growing but I love that I can say yeah I fucked with this… Continue reading Letter To My Past Encounters
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