First and foremost I want to give God all the glory because this wasn't by my power or might. Pouring into this blog wasn't easy, I was scared of people seeing me for who I truly am. Yesterday, I was trying to convince my wife that once upon a time women saw me as a… Continue reading Life Was iTunes, Millsberry & Sour Pops (10th Year Anniversary)
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Soul Search – Does Anyone Understand?
Part 1 - 28/03/2017 How do you find your soul? Some find their soul through God & religion, some find it by looking inwards and trying to figure out what truly matters to them. Is the journey to finding your soul only an internal thing or does it involve everything that makes us who we… Continue reading Soul Search – Does Anyone Understand?
22/01/24
It’s crazy 16 years later The truth finally released Itself I finally let myself be seen To people across the globe I finally shared how that day really transpired Never thought this day would come Especially to people I have never met Oceans & it’s oceans that divide us & it’s a lot of water… Continue reading 22/01/24
09/01/24
I am what I feel I am what I go through I am my childhood These scripts & scenes created this actor This actor that is unable to play certain roles This actor that picks and chooses his scripts now I am now wiser I am what I feel But I don’t have to feel… Continue reading 09/01/24
Die To Be Reborn
This is less about rebranding yourself in the eyes of the public & more about rebranding yourself in the eyes of your self. This is about shedding away old skin, old habits, old comfort patterns, old ways of thinking & coming to terms that the ways of the old do not cut it no more.… Continue reading Die To Be Reborn
Pursuit of Happiness
Over the years, from a 9 year old to nearly turning 22 in a few weeks. There's something that has stood clear about me, that I can see and people that know me can see also. I don't like to be alone. The thing is, I am always alone. But I am not. From a… Continue reading Pursuit of Happiness
Sun Goes Down
It has been a long time since I put pen to paperWhen the sun goes down And my casket has been lowered When my eulogy has been read Will you throw sand on me Will you visit and keep my resting place pretty Will you plant seeds around my grave I wonder When the time… Continue reading Sun Goes Down
Day 5 – Communicating
I’m scarred I am scarred and I am only just noticing. It is of no surprise to me to that I am. I mean it has been at least 13 years of me growing, attempting to communicate with others, people I like. It ended with mostly rejections and ‘aww, any girl would lucky to have… Continue reading Day 5 – Communicating
Day 4 – Write The Eulogy You Would Love To Be Read At Your Funeral.
I’ve had this title in my notes for 7 months now so here goes...Quam Balogun, my loving husband grew to be the man he wished to become. It was never straightforward and he did not always have it together. There were days he cried, got angry, lashed out, ran, hid and abused those close to… Continue reading Day 4 – Write The Eulogy You Would Love To Be Read At Your Funeral.
Worth
Validation Something everyone yearns for. Whether if it's from the world or the circle you've surrounded yourself with. At a time in our life, we all yearn for someone to recognise us and give us recognition. So what if you mean the world to the world and not the people you care about? Also if… Continue reading Worth
‘How Many Likes Do You Get On Insta?’
Does the amount of likes or attention you receive on social media make you feel like you're better than the next person? Do you let social media control how high your self esteem/confidence is? Do you only exist on the web and go missing in reality? Social media has become a way of life and… Continue reading ‘How Many Likes Do You Get On Insta?’
The Race
'Everything is connected. The world will take me where I need to go. I am a leaf in the stream of creation' - Dirk Gently's Holistic Detective Agency. My Race I am a big believer in destiny. We all have a reason for being alive, we all have a purpose. That is why the earlier… Continue reading The Race









