You see I’ve been going through growing pains Man this shit is so insane You build a life and realise it’s all in vain Where is this leading? I hope it’s not to no avail Real eyes realise real lies The veil is lifting What is it revealing? If anyone had told me that this… Continue reading Growing Pains
Tag: Happiness
Soul Search – Does Anyone Understand?
Part 1 - 28/03/2017 How do you find your soul? Some find their soul through God & religion, some find it by looking inwards and trying to figure out what truly matters to them. Is the journey to finding your soul only an internal thing or does it involve everything that makes us who we… Continue reading Soul Search – Does Anyone Understand?
09/01/24
I am what I feel I am what I go through I am my childhood These scripts & scenes created this actor This actor that is unable to play certain roles This actor that picks and chooses his scripts now I am now wiser I am what I feel But I don’t have to feel… Continue reading 09/01/24
Pursuit of Happiness
Over the years, from a 9 year old to nearly turning 22 in a few weeks. There's something that has stood clear about me, that I can see and people that know me can see also. I don't like to be alone. The thing is, I am always alone. But I am not. From a… Continue reading Pursuit of Happiness
Day 8 – No You Do Not Like Me
My answer to when people say they like me.This is how the conversation would typically go.. G - I like you M - Lol no you don’t, you just think you do G - wtf yes I do, why do you think I don’t? M - Well why do you like me? I find it… Continue reading Day 8 – No You Do Not Like Me
Day 5 – Communicating
I’m scarred I am scarred and I am only just noticing. It is of no surprise to me to that I am. I mean it has been at least 13 years of me growing, attempting to communicate with others, people I like. It ended with mostly rejections and ‘aww, any girl would lucky to have… Continue reading Day 5 – Communicating
Day 4 – Write The Eulogy You Would Love To Be Read At Your Funeral.
I’ve had this title in my notes for 7 months now so here goes...Quam Balogun, my loving husband grew to be the man he wished to become. It was never straightforward and he did not always have it together. There were days he cried, got angry, lashed out, ran, hid and abused those close to… Continue reading Day 4 – Write The Eulogy You Would Love To Be Read At Your Funeral.
Worth
Validation Something everyone yearns for. Whether if it's from the world or the circle you've surrounded yourself with. At a time in our life, we all yearn for someone to recognise us and give us recognition. So what if you mean the world to the world and not the people you care about? Also if… Continue reading Worth
‘How Many Likes Do You Get On Insta?’
Does the amount of likes or attention you receive on social media make you feel like you're better than the next person? Do you let social media control how high your self esteem/confidence is? Do you only exist on the web and go missing in reality? Social media has become a way of life and… Continue reading ‘How Many Likes Do You Get On Insta?’
Letter To My Unborn Child
I wonder the day I'll see you The day I'll carry you in my arms The day my life will have meaning I can't wait to see you Give you the world Give you everything I couldn't have I'll have to find someone worthy Worthy of bringing you into this world And the way things… Continue reading Letter To My Unborn Child
Are You Okay?
The daily question we ask, the daily question we get asked, the question we never really answer. I feel like the question does not get enough thought and process it deserves or maybe I am just "deep". We are so quick to say yes I am good, I am okay or whatever answer we have… Continue reading Are You Okay?
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