First and foremost I want to give God all the glory because this wasn't by my power or might. Pouring into this blog wasn't easy, I was scared of people seeing me for who I truly am. Yesterday, I was trying to convince my wife that once upon a time women saw me as a… Continue reading Life Was iTunes, Millsberry & Sour Pops (10th Year Anniversary)
Tag: Destination
Growing Pains
You see I’ve been going through growing pains Man this shit is so insane You build a life and realise it’s all in vain Where is this leading? I hope it’s not to no avail Real eyes realise real lies The veil is lifting What is it revealing? If anyone had told me that this… Continue reading Growing Pains
Self-Doubt Is A B****!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! All I want to do is scream, pull my hair out and slap myself constantly because why the f*** did I ever let myself fall into this pit of self-doubt. I did not realise I was going through it at the time but now looking back I am so annoyed at myself. Maybe because… Continue reading Self-Doubt Is A B****!
What Do You Do It For?
After doing something for a considerable amount of time, you may begin asking yourself, what are you doing it for? The goal you started off wanting to attain, you smashed that. Now you are left wondering if it was worth it. What are you pursuing? What did you gain if you still feel the same?… Continue reading What Do You Do It For?
Soul Search – Does Anyone Understand?
Part 1 - 28/03/2017 How do you find your soul? Some find their soul through God & religion, some find it by looking inwards and trying to figure out what truly matters to them. Is the journey to finding your soul only an internal thing or does it involve everything that makes us who we… Continue reading Soul Search – Does Anyone Understand?
09/01/24
I am what I feel I am what I go through I am my childhood These scripts & scenes created this actor This actor that is unable to play certain roles This actor that picks and chooses his scripts now I am now wiser I am what I feel But I don’t have to feel… Continue reading 09/01/24
Burn Again – 07/05/21
I had to let this fire burn again I’m up again I don’t wanna burn out I’ve been running through these streets tryna figure out a plan Cause it all gotta pan out See I took some time out It’s been blurry, I’ve been tired & I just didn’t know where I stand at But… Continue reading Burn Again – 07/05/21
Die To Be Reborn
This is less about rebranding yourself in the eyes of the public & more about rebranding yourself in the eyes of your self. This is about shedding away old skin, old habits, old comfort patterns, old ways of thinking & coming to terms that the ways of the old do not cut it no more.… Continue reading Die To Be Reborn
Sun Goes Down
It has been a long time since I put pen to paperWhen the sun goes down And my casket has been lowered When my eulogy has been read Will you throw sand on me Will you visit and keep my resting place pretty Will you plant seeds around my grave I wonder When the time… Continue reading Sun Goes Down
Day 4 – Write The Eulogy You Would Love To Be Read At Your Funeral.
I’ve had this title in my notes for 7 months now so here goes...Quam Balogun, my loving husband grew to be the man he wished to become. It was never straightforward and he did not always have it together. There were days he cried, got angry, lashed out, ran, hid and abused those close to… Continue reading Day 4 – Write The Eulogy You Would Love To Be Read At Your Funeral.
Day 3 – Pursuit Of Me
The journey of finding myself. First thing, you never find yourself. You are always growing. Learning new things, liking new things thus you are always changing. But the journey to find and understand oneself is a trip we all set off on. Understanding oneself equates to an unmeasurable amount of happiness. Some find what they’re… Continue reading Day 3 – Pursuit Of Me
The Road Less Traveled
Everyone is on a journey to reach a certain destination. To reach self-actualisation, the pinnacle. Our idea of self-actualisation differs. It differs because we are all different people but it tends to have similarities. The journey to reach such a place is one that is often discussed. Some people think there's a certain route to… Continue reading The Road Less Traveled
Self Destructive
Someone very close and special to me recently said to me that it seems I'm on a self destructive path. I'm on the path of trying to rid every good thing in my life or potential good thing and it made me realise, yes. I am a self destructive person. The reason behind this? I… Continue reading Self Destructive
The Race
'Everything is connected. The world will take me where I need to go. I am a leaf in the stream of creation' - Dirk Gently's Holistic Detective Agency. My Race I am a big believer in destiny. We all have a reason for being alive, we all have a purpose. That is why the earlier… Continue reading The Race
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