Self-Doubt Is A B****!

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

All I want to do is scream, pull my hair out and slap myself constantly because why the f*** did I ever let myself fall into this pit of self-doubt.

I did not realise I was going through it at the time but now looking back I am so annoyed at myself.

Maybe because it is the start of the year so I am looking back at 2024 through a different lens. In hindsight, I wish I behaved differently but all I can do now is operate through these supposedly new eyes I have and make sure I do not feel this feeling again.

This feeling stemmed from reigniting something I wanted to do, I have started multiple times before but you know how it goes. Start-pause-stop, start-pause-stop, start-pause-stop till eventually you forget all about it.

I love creating content, all types of content, it just depends where on the wind blows for me. I looked back at the content I created in 2024 for my fitness page and not one of it made it onto my social feed, it all went onto my stories.

WHY????

I know why I didn’t post on my feed, I thought oh this isn’t good enough but it’s good enough for my story and I went the whole of 2024 without posting anything on my social feed.

Now I am looking back thinking why did I ever think that about myself and my ability! My back catalogue would look a whole lot different than it does now if I didn’t judge myself harshly.

Judging yourself is fine but there has to be a limit, you have to be kinder to yourself than anyone else.

Get it done!

Get rid of the creeping thought of self-doubt!

Get rid of the creeping thought of self-loathing!

If you feel something is for you, it is because you are meant to feel it!

Do not overthink and stop yourself in your tracks before you’ve even set off!

Go forth and claim what you want from life!

Build that life you want!

The thoughts that go against your true vision for yourself & slow you down, BIN THEM!

This is me just talking to myself, hopefully, I heed these words and take it on board.

Hopefully, you do too, if you feel this is meant for you.

Hatch & Purify