I wish I didn’t feel so much
I wish I didn’t say so much
I wish I could turn it off
But if I could, would I?
I know I’m emotional
I feel too much
I know my words never stop
I know I should keep quiet more often
But I can’t
I know you’re tired of hearing all this
I know you wish I’d stfu
But I can’t
I’m just not that guy
And I don’t know how to be that guy
I should probably be more of a man
That’s what they would say
Men don’t talk about their feelings constantly
Quam
They really don’t
So are you a man?
You’re constantly blasting your feelings out at people
At them lately
Do you think they care?
Do you think they even read/listen anymore?
I don’t even do it for them
I do it for me more
I’m sorry if you can’t handle the emotional talkative amazing being that I am
You’re not meant to
You’re not supposed to understand
So I don’t blame you
I spill it out for me
So I can feel a sense of relief
I rant for me
So I can feel more at peace in my mind
These words roam about and never stop
I release it to the word to calm the storm in me
I don’t do this for you
Yes it might be about you
Yes I feel something
But don’t get it twisted
I do this for me
But if you appreciate it
Then I do this for us
Isn’t that what being a creative is all about?
A writer?
Write for yourself and if people catch on then
Yayyyy
A win win
But one day
I promise
I’ll master the act of saying less
I’ll probably lose a huge part of what makes me me
But I feel like I’m giving out these gems to unworthy beings
They’re damn right acting unworthy lately
Hak Gway
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