Letter To My Past Encounters

I never appreciate things/people when it is a part of my present. I always tend to look back and think oh shit that was the piece that sparked this part of me and then I begin to feel this pit of sadness growing but I love that I can say yeah I fucked with this person or I fucked with that thing and be proud to say it was a huge part of me once even if it is now bitter or lost somewhere.

Should probably learn to appreciate things in the moment rather than going back through my timeline and feeling some sort of regret, but nonetheless, if I once fucked with you, you best know deep down I will forever fuck with you because you was a part of the team that carved and shaped the individual that I am, will be and for that, it is love forever. We might never cross paths again, I might never get to say thank you.

We might not be on good terms lately, you might feel that I am different now and I am not that same guy from time back but I trying to find the pieces to complete the puzzle that I am and you were a piece at that moment in time but you are not the timeless piece I seek but that does not mean you were not special or still are not special.

It just means, we are destined & headed for different destinations & I thank you for everything & wish you the best. Memories that can never be priced or tarnished no matter what.

This is literally for everyone that I have fucked with deeply & that have fucked with me truly at any moment in the 20 years I have lived so far.

Yours Sincerely

Q Balogun